I have felt like crap lately. My sanity seems to certainly be cracking. I find myself not wanting to be around anyone. I pretend to be happy and it is so exhausting. I can hardly think straight. In other words I have become severely depressed. I went to a therapist two days ago and that helped. I need to make an appointment with a psychiatrist as part of a five part attack on my depression. I called after the therapy but they were at lunch. I called today and they were closed. I have a online support group forum that I am using as well. I want things to be better, but in my current mindset it does seem hopeless. Nothing holds much meaning anymore.
Today I felt angry, and sad.
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