A way of getting things out.

My wife I said I need one of these blogs. She said it would help get my feelings out. I find most of my feelings to be either depressing or too odd to express. I have come to find that the person I am is not the person I want to be. I want to be happier, I want to do more, experience more, and be more than I am. And why can't I? People think I am a jerk. I am. But I am a huge asshole to myself. Ok it has been like 15 minutes and nothing else is coming.

- If there is a heaven, I do not care if I see God when I get there. I just want to see you. -